God's way is not always my way

"God often takes a course for accomplishing His purposes directly contrary to what our narrow views would prescribe.  He brings a death upon our feelings, wishes, and prospects when He is about to gives out the desire of our hearts."  - John Newton

Isaiah 55:11 "For my ways are not your ways, nor are your thoughts My thoughts," Says the Lord, "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways that your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts."

TRUST HIM.